Dear Diary,

Today, the thought of home hit me once again... my family, friends, foods, dialects, places, and everything! Especially at this very time of year that the culmination of Ramadan is fast approaching. Wondering how my family and friends are going to celebrate HARI RAYA E'DIL FITR' this year... and wondering how they're going to celebrate it again without me.

Today, I hurriedly left work after everything's done for the day... I just wanna be by myself. I just wanna be alone. I just wanna realize what went wrong with my life.

I just don't want people to see my cry. I do not want them to dig deeper, for I am certain I am gonna burst.